2nd Time I Had Sex

2nd time I got laid!!!

The second time I got laid was after 5-6? months after I lose my virginity, I honestly did it because I wanted to forget my first time. Which you can read here: https://psychoticallyinsane.tumblr.com/post/184247041314/first-time

But yeah the second boy let’s call him Richard, he was my cousin’s friend, which isn’t as scandalous and bad as some may think. My cousin thought we would date but we didn’t, but spoiler alert we had good sex tho. 

Now I lied to my mom to get out of the house by saying I was at a yoga class with my one of my best friend who she loved. I had 3 hours, in those 3 hours I had to make the most of it. Richard and I started making out on his brother’s couch, it was nice and slow pretty okay nothing bad. He wasn’t shoving his tongue or anything. Now we had been making out for a very long time, and it had gotten a bit intense to a point we started breathing heavily. Until he said, “We should go in the room.” Again more making out in his room now, but this time he started to put his hand in my pants, and then my underwear. This is when it started to get heated. He stroked his hand in and out and I pulled him closer, BITCH WAS IN THE MOOD TO BE DICKED DOWN NOW. Next thing I knew I was putting my hands under his T-shirt feeling him and pushing his shirt up, and he paused for a bit and took his shirt off while I did the same. Once that happened he told me to lay down and I did, and he pulled my pants down and I helped. Now I got so nervous at this point because at the moment I was like omg I think he is about to eat me out, this can go bad, what if I taste bad? like anything and a lot of things can go wrong. He noticed my face probably and said, “You okay?” I go “what are you about to do?” and he goes “I’m going to give you head if that’s okay?” (such a sweetheart honestly) “oh, okay, cool” he laughs a little before eventually going down on me. AND SWEET JESUS IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD OMG. Till this day I haven’t forgotten that boys tongue. I swear I cummed in like 2 minutes, I ain’t gonna lie. And it was my first orgasm (well during sex; masturbation ya know). After that, he got up with this goofy-ass grin knowing damn well what he did and then sat at the edge of the bed, he started giving his dick a handjob, but I WAS RIGHT THERE I WASN’T GOING TO LET HIM DO THAT WTF. So I got up as quickly I can after recovering and got my knees and told him to put on a condom and then I did what I had to do, he held my hair as I bobbed up and down, I did all that till he said “okay I’m close, and I still need to be in you” then I laid down and he held my leg up and is looking at my vagina and puts it in, without even taking his time just right in. I gasp because ow that hurt but like also in like a good way ya know. He keeps going and going till he nuts, and I started to wonder that I guess missionary or me cumming on dicks ain’t a hap. Also, I hated the way he cummed its gross, I found it gross and it low key turned me off but whatever. Once that was all over I checked the time and only 20 minutes had passed. Sex really doesn’t take that much time. 

Yeah, that was the 2nd time I had much better than the first time. However, still couldn’t get the first dude I had sex with, out of my head. And every time I had sex with Richard I couldn’t help but think of him, despite only having sex with Richard so I could forget about the first guy.